You still have some fight left in you …

This life can be tough and you may feel at times that you are done and out… but are your really done ?

We always manage to find a little more fight in us to do what needs to be done ….

This season has been the hardest

Season I have faced thus far…

I went through two major shifts in a space of three months,

I allowed the enemy to convince me that I am not worthy of God’s promise for my life and on top of that I received the biggest shock of my life When i lost a very close friend.

Both situations had the potential to kill me by being that broken hearted in their own individual ways let alone having to face that at the same time.

Confused, broken, hurt and abounded these are all the things plus more that I was feeling…. I felt let down especially by God.

I couldn’t understand how I was going to get past all of this …I gave up hope, my relationship was crumbling before my eyes and I had no energy to save it.

Losing my friend hit me hard but it also showed me that I have a little more fight in me. It took me a while before I could say his name without crying or becoming angry.

He was my right hand… my example of a upstanding Christian who had an intimate relationship with God.

Losing him was unbearable…..

God used both of these situations to show me how much fight I have inside of me. I didn’t know I could go on after both of these situations, I was shocked.

I started fighting to restore my relationship with God….

I was fighting to understand his ways are not my ways….

I was coming to the terms that I was going to make it out of this season stringer than I have ever been before.

But it is still hard… and unfair

But God is fair and just….

I was this broken hearted girl who didn’t want to live this life anymore but honestly God reached out and saved me….

He told me to cast all of my worries away … focus on him and solely him..

Talk to him, connect with him consistently

God wanted more of me and for the first time in a long time I couldn’t get enough of him.

I am at peace with my situations and I know my friend is chilling with God looking down on us and hoping we do the right thing so we can meet again.

The word says “This I declare about the Lord: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭91:2‬ ‭

This situation has caused me to love and trust God even more and had shown me how strong I can be…

Don’t give up without a fight …. the enemy can’t take you in the ring with God is in your corner.

The world can’t throw you life into chaos when God is orchestrating your moves and has your back ….

You still have some fight left in you …. please don’t lose hope or give up